→ "It’s time to be gone."

By vijay on July 11, 2011 — 1 min read

Dudley Clendinen has amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, or A.L.S.

This is not about one particular disease or even about Death. It’s about Life, when you know there’s not much left. That is the weird blessing of Lou. There is no escape, and nothing much to do. It’s liberating.

I’d rather die. I respect the wishes of people who want to live as long as they can. But I would like the same respect for those of us who decide — rationally — not to. I’ve done my homework. I have a plan. If I get pneumonia, I’ll let it snuff me out. If not, there are those other ways. I just have to act while my hands still work: the gun, narcotics, sharp blades, a plastic bag, a fast car, over-the-counter drugs, oleander tea the polite Southern way, carbon monoxide, even helium. That would give me a really funny voice at the end.

via The Good Short Life With A.L.S. – NYTimes.com.

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